Yes, it has...but since I'm at work I'm going to do a speedy update.

I'm getting married Sept. 5th, which is a Saturday.

I have my dress, but not much else.

I traded my PT Cruiser (TT_TT) in for a 2010 Kia Soul! (Alien green XD).

My hair is really long, and hating on me.

I no longer work at the Shack, I work with my Aunt at Re/Max reality.

(I'm registered at Bed Bath and Beyond....)

I've already turned 21. Yay for me!

My dog can now yell "mama!" and "I love you!" (wa waaaa wa!) when she wants something.

I've changed my program of study to Architecture which I'm happy about except the fact I'll be in school longer.

No super amounts of drama, unless it pertains to money, and then again whose not having money drama? (if you're not having money drama speak to me, I am more than happy to help take some of that money off your hands so you can experience the full money drama experience.)

Thats pretty much it for now. More later.

^Strange I know. I've been playing Okami on the Wii, and I still haven't got the hang of the "power slash" yet. I'm determined though. I've been waiting to get this game for evvvver. So I'm hoping it won't disappoint, and from what I've read I'm in for a long haul but I won't regret it. (By the way, anyone interested Gamestop is the cheapest place to buy that game for new. I got it for 24 and everywhere else it was 34-39.)

So I think it only right, to initiate a recap of last years events! Let's see where to being? In order of event, not importance.
^{Jan-Dec 08} Trips to see wrestling.
^{Jan. 08}Ryan/Jonathan getting arrested for beating up his girlfriend.
^{Feb. 08} First valentines with Josh. &heart;
^{Mar. 08} Buckie getting fired and arrested from RadioShack for theft.( :( )
^{Apr. 08} 20th Birthday! Sarah's 18th!
^{May 08} Trip to the Zoo/Carowines.
^{June 08} Josh and I tell my parents we are planning to get married. XD
^{July 08} Found out I was pregnant. Trip to the E.R. for severe bleeding and cramps. Many trips to the
doctor's revealed pregnancy was ectopic.
^{Aug. 08} Second trip to the E.R. Fallopian tube ruptures and I have to have it removed.
^{Sep. 08} Mom's Birthday! Grandparents Anniversary, and Josh's first trip down "south" to meet
my Dad's family.
^{Oct. 08} Ethan's birthday. Josh and I work Halloween.
^{Nov. 08} Thanksgiving with Family and Josh. I get my engagement ring.
^{Dec. 08} Crazy Christmas. Josh and I have to balance both families and then we go see Valkyrie.

I think all in all it's been a pretty crazy past year! Went by really fast too! Hears what I have to look forward to this year!

^January Starting school with new program.
^February (Would-be due date) Valentines Day! Which actually would have been missed if Josh's
mission to El Salvador wouldn't have been postponed.
^March Preparing for wedding.
^April 21st Birthday!! I'm excited!
^May Josh graduates!
^June More preparing...
^July and it continues on.
^August Last minute arrangements.
^September WEDDING!
^{October-December}Life as a married woman. Who knows what'll happen.


Yay New Year!

Update! Finally I know! Not much has been going down, although I do have to warn people I tend to use my vox and myspace a wee bit more than I use this.

Josh and I went to Winston yesterday. Hurray! Finally a day-off for the both of us. We had fun! We went to a bunch of different stores, and to Macaroni Grill which I hadn't been to since I last went with Katie in Troy. XD We even went to David's Bridal to look at some wedding dresses. Well, I did he went to the Tux store next door and tried on some tuxes which kinda helped us narrow down the colors. Either red or brown. Then he came over and gave me opinions on dresses, which was nice since I don't have any girlie friends here to do that with. There was one that I actually really liked after I walked around in it, but they didn't have any that were in my size. They were all two to three sizes to large. That made it really hard to tell what they would look like on me since they were all about to fall off. I like going out with Josh, he runs around and acts silly with me and then gives in to my weird hobbies, and even supports it. I wish I would have gone by Michael's but with the busy day and all I completely forgot. I love him so much it's ridiculous, and I'm always with him and for some reason that never feels like enough time. Just a year away though and we will be married. The date is either going to be September 5th or 6th. Yay! XD

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Okay, time for the real post. I couldn't do a complete update earlier cause I was surrounded by people, but now that I'm locked in the sanctity of my room I am free to continue.

I miss my friends. Bad. I have made a friend here Kim, that I worked with but she's moved to Boone, so my female companion is away and although I get to see her every once in a while, it doesn't feel like enough. Not like it was in Troy, when all I had to do was drive the two minutes to one of my friends houses and just talk. Or call someone up and ask if they wanted to, I don't know, go to the mall. I miss that big time. I love Josh and I like his friends, but they are not girls. He likes to be around his friends which doesn't bother me, but when we go to places like malls or stores they don't want to walk around and look at girlie stuff and so Josh doesn't (which as a guy I'm sure he wouldn't anyway). Which bums me out, cause then it's just me....by myself...shopping. That's not fun, or helpful. I appreciate that he tries though, like with the dresses. I knew that was not really his thing, but he still sat down and gave constructive opinions and took pictures to show my mom. : ) It just really makes me realize how precious my friendships were and how much they mean to me, and how much social interaction I really crave. Cause...I never considered myself a big people person, but right now I think I would totally be if I just had my peoples!!!!

This is all stuff I've said before but each day it becomes truer. Anyway, on to the voxxxxx.

Jessy! Beth! Kyri! ---you. need. to. come. see. me. please! I love you girls!

So, Josh and I have "finally" set the official date. I thought we had before...but I guess I was wrong. (Meaning he decided he didn't like it after all, but that's fine it's just one month later.) September 6th 2009, set your calenders people. Now that that is all taken care of, on to business- I am fashion-unaware. A sad, but true fact. So I'm going to need as much of my friends help as possible. Normally, girls have dreamt of their wedding days since their free thought, and know exactly what they want and how hey want it. I, considering I never thought I would get married, have not. Here is what I do know:

1. ) I want it casual for the guests. As someone who has to either play or attend others weddings, I've noticed the most annoying thing is wearing dressy uncomfortable clothes not just for the 10 minute ceremony, but if they are relatives and you have to attend the reception the entire day. So I want people to be comfortable, because if your comfortable you are free to enjoy yourself and have fun.

2.) I want it outside. That was the only thing I ever thought of if the wedding picture ever briefly scrapped across my mind. I love the out doors. More importantly I want it at home, cause it's kind of symbolic. You know, the last time that will ever be home (of course it will be home, but you get my point.) Not to mention my parents property is pretty.

3.) I want real food at the reception. Not just those not-so-tasty finger foods, or one of those preset meals that are nice to look at but taste like rubber. I've come up with a few ideas on that, which people can help me decide on later.

4.) I don't want a billion dollars spent on it. It's one day, and I can use that money for a kick ass honeymoon (or towards a nice apartment or car). ; )

5.) I'm going barefoot. Screw shoes. (plus if I wear heels I'm taller than Josh, and that would make him feel silly.)

As for decorations, I want something simple but pretty. I was thinking tent with christmas lights and paper lanterns. (Any one good with design?)

On to dresses! I have kind of an idea of what I want, but I'm open to suggestions on which people think will work best, and if you have others that you think would look better post a picture in the comments. :) or web page
(oh, I like really simple outdoorsy hippie looking dresses....im weird like that.)


this is the one I'm pretty sure I'm going to get something like.

So I didn't update quite as quickly as I'd hoped. I'm doing fine though, I'm up and about. No granny walking. Work is working on my nerves, but at least I'm getting some money. My mom took my siblings shopping, and picked me up some stuff! XD It's been forever since I got free clothes and boy do I love them. lol

In other news, Jgirl (that one sounds far dirtier than I originally intended) has settled herself in the big city of ATL. I'm so excited for her it's unreallllls. I want to go visit with cutesy house warmie things, and make with the fun talking and shopping and stuuuurfs that I miss doing with a female companion.


Anyway though, I just downed my pills and I got to hit the pillow furiously cause, I haven't been sleeping.



Josh is gone for drill, I miss him all kinds of crazy. :'(

So it's not been long since I made my big post and although shortly I will be taking it down, I wanted to thank everyone who read it and wished me well. It meant a lot to me, to know that even from so far away I still had friends who cared about my well being, and condition. I'd also like to apologize because I think I may have frightened some people and although my conditions were severe I never meant to scare anyone.

I'm doing better I hurt worse than yesterday but not as much as I did 'that' day. I'm managing to get around the house, even though Sarah likes to walk beside me and mock my 'granny shuffle'. lol I have full confidence that I will recover fast and be back to my normal shenanigans in no time. I will make one other up date probably Friday to let those who are interested know about how the doctors appointments went. For now though, know that they said that I still have two ovaries and one of my tubes, so I am still able to have children, and Josh and I have every intention of doing so...we just may wait until after the wedding this time. lol

It's a lot to take in, but my parents are taking it well, and Josh is still being his wonderful self, is doing everything he can to help, and at the same time please my parents. Which I know is a huge pain. I love him very much though, and I don't think I'll ever be able to express my full appreciation that out of every one he could have been with and after all the trouble I've caused him, that he still wants to be with me. I'm blessed. After all, if it hadn't have been for him I probably never would have gone to the hospital and things...could have turned out a great deal different.

Thank you though, to all those who have contacted me. I look forward to hearing from more people
and like I said previously if I don't answer the first time just leave me a message and I'll call you back
or else try back again. I seem to do nothing but sleep. : )

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So I haven't updated in what is probably forever.


So as for updates, still working at RadioShack and attending the community college (or will be starting back in August). I'm also looking at taking online courses in animation, to try and hurry along a degree. I don't think it's any secret how much I hate school. I have many updates, but currently only one that I can share. So here it is.

I'm getting married!


Yes yes, thank you thank you. No there is no ring yet (although there will be soon), or even really a date set. We know that we want the wedding to be in the spring. I want a outdoor wedding, and Josh seems to think that would be alright, so I'm excited. Surprisingly, even though most planning is done with the wedding, we seem to be planning for everything that will happen after the wedding, which I think is actually really cool. He finishes all his courses in December, and graduates in May so we are figuring out where we are wanting to go and what we are going to want to do and where to live. Although we are not settled on a place yet, one thing is for sure, we want to start a family. It seems weird saying that because I'm a lot younger than my mother when she got married and had me, but it's all I think about and it's all I want. More than money, clothes, fancy degrees, cute clothes, or big houses. I just want to be with Josh as much and for as long as I can, and I want children.

It's funny because in high school and younger I never picture myself as the get married young or for that matter at all type. I always knew I wanted children to some extent, but I never pictured myself married to anything but an awesome job in art which I was sure I was going to get. Now, I can't picture myself any where without him. I'm only 15 minutes away from him, and it still feels too far.

Anyway though, that's my big news.

I look forward to hearing about the rest of who ever still has lj and checks it. lol

So I haven't updated in a while. Thought I'd get all up on that.


So things have been going good. I got my bathing suit in today! XD annnnnnnd I got mario party for the DS (of course now that I have the game it is impossible to find my DS)

So I'm excited about going to Troy (even if my boss put up a huge fuss about it and said somethings that he better be glad I didn't react like I normally would have. ) I miss my friends! I miss the south! I can't wait!!! annnd I'll be there the day after Jessy's birthday so I am going to have to make with the b-day gifts! I just have to find the perfect gift for her.

Tonight was actually really funny though, Kim, Josh and me sat around and watched 'Stick It' and 'Galaxy Quest'. Well, Kim and I watched, Josh worked on his english paper.

I have been watch a ridiculous sum of strong bad though.

Yaaaa my mind is kinda scatter brained right now, so I will re-update later with something that makes more sense.



my man hard at work.

So update?


-----> Eep! Omg, things couldn't be better. Well, they could...I could have already moved in, but everything else is great! Josh is really awesome, and although I'm pretty sure he'll get worn out and tired of me, I don't think I can get tired of him. It's kinda surreal, cause I'm completely at ease with him, which makes it really easy for me to be me instead of worrying about making a good impression. I love doing things with him. I like waking up with him, even just from a nap. He makes me unconditionally happy.

OH OH! He got a puppy!!!! Well, it's his and his brothers ( he wanted it but his land lady won't let him have pets ) which means it's also his niece's and nephew's. Which also meant they got to name her, I wanted to name her 'Juno' ( ya I've watched the movie like...8 times now) but the kids named her 'daisy'. Which is probably better than some of the other things they could have come up with....although I was warming up to 'autobot' and 'baby'. She is a siberian husky and she is so cute! She is black and white, with one blue eye and one brown eye. She acts like a kitty though. Which I think is adorable. She had a brother I wanted to get, he was a red husky with the same eyes. I wanted to call him 'ketchup' but if I had got him and her I would have named them 'Juno' and 'Jupiter' (Hera -Zeus= sister + brother....strange enough they were also husband and wife. )

That's all I got right now, when breaking news hits you'll be the first ......well....it'll be updated eventually.


Josh.


'Jupiter' and 'Juno'

hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

I really love Josh.

repeat, repeat the words i know we both said
relax into the need we get so confortable
remember when i was so strange and likeable

i just want back in your head
i just want back in your head
I'm not unfaithful but I'll stray
When I get a little scared
When I get a little scared
When I get a little

When I jerk away from holding hands with you
I know these habits hurt important parts of you
remember when how sweet and unexplainable
nothing like this person unloveable

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